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Mark
Twain - A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court
Chapter 29
THE SMALLPOX HUT
WHEN we arrived at that hut at mid-afternoon, we saw no signs of
life about it. The field near by had been denuded of its crop some
time before, and had a skinned look, so exhaustively had it been harvested
and gleaned. Fences, sheds, everything had a ruined look, and were
eloquent of poverty. No animal was around anywhere, no living thing
in sight. The stillness was awful, it was like the stillness of death.
The cabin was a one-story one, whose thatch was black with age, and
ragged from lack of repair.
The door stood a trifle ajar. We approached it stealthily -- on
tiptoe and at half-breath -- for that is the way one's feeling makes
him do, at such a time. The king knocked. We waited. No answer. Knocked
again. No answer. I pushed the door softly open and looked in. I made
out some dim forms, and a woman started up from the ground and stared
at me, as one does who is wakened from sleep. Presently she found
her voice:
"Have mercy!" she pleaded. "All is taken, nothing
is left."
"I have not come to take anything, poor woman."
"You are not a priest?"
"No."
"Nor come not from the lord of the manor?"
"No, I am a stranger."
"Oh, then, for the fear of God, who visits with misery and
death such as be harmless, tarry not here, but fly! This place is
under his curse -- and his Church's."
"Let me come in and help you -- you are sick and in trouble."
I was better used to the dim light now. I could see her hollow eyes
fixed upon me. I could see how emaciated she was.
"I tell you the place is under the Church's ban. Save yourself
-- and go, before some straggler see thee here, and report it."
"Give yourself no trouble about me; I don't care anything for
the Church's curse. Let me help you."
"Now all good spirits -- if there be any such -- bless thee
for that word. Would God I had a sup of water! -- but hold, hold,
forget I said it, and fly; for there is that here that even he that
feareth not the Church must fear: this disease whereof we die. Leave
us, thou brave, good stranger, and take with thee such whole and sincere
blessing as them that be accursed can give."
But before this I had picked up a wooden bowl and was rushing past
the king on my way to the brook. It was ten yards away. When I got
back and entered, the king was within, and was opening the shutter
that closed the window-hole, to let in air and light. The place was
full of a foul stench. I put the bowl to the woman's lips, and as
she gripped it with her eager talons the shutter came open and a strong
light flooded her face. Smallpox!
I sprang to the king, and said in his ear:
"Out of the door on the instant, sire! the woman is dying of
that disease that wasted the skirts of Camelot two years ago."
He did not budge.
"Of a truth I shall remain -- and likewise help."
I whispered again:
"King, it must not be. You must go."
"Ye mean well, and ye speak not unwisely. But it were shame
that a king should know fear, and shame that belted knight should
withhold his hand where be such as need succor. Peace, I will not
go. It is you who must go. The Church's ban is not upon me, but it
forbiddeth you to be here, and she will deal with you with a heavy
hand an word come to her of your trespass."
It was a desperate place for him to be in, and might cost him his
life, but it was no use to argue with him. If he considered his knightly
honor at stake here, that was the end of argument; he would stay,
and nothing could prevent it; I was aware of that. And so I dropped
the subject. The woman spoke:
"Fair sir, of your kindness will ye climb the ladder there,
and bring me news of what ye find? Be not afraid to report, for times
can come when even a mother's heart is past breaking -- being already
broke."
"Abide," said the king, "and give the woman to eat.
I will go." And he put down the knapsack.
I turned to start, but the king had already started. He halted,
and looked down upon a man who lay in a dim light, and had not noticed
us thus far, or spoken.
"Is it your husband?" the king asked.
"Yes."
"Is he asleep?"
"God be thanked for that one charity, yes -- these three hours.
Where shall I pay to the full, my gratitude! for my heart is bursting
with it for that sleep he sleepeth now."
I said:
"We will be careful. We will not wake him."
"Ah, no, that ye will not, for he is dead."
"Dead?"
"Yes, what triumph it is to know it! None can harm him, none
insult him more. He is in heaven now, and happy; or if not there,
he bides in hell and is content; for in that place he will find neither
abbot nor yet bishop. We were boy and girl together; we were man and
wife these five and twenty years, and never separated till this day.
Think how long that is to love and suffer together. This morning was
he out of his mind, and in his fancy we were boy and girl again and
wandering in the happy fields; and so in that innocent glad converse
wandered he far and farther, still lightly gossiping, and entered
into those other fields we know not of, and was shut away from mortal
sight. And so there was no parting, for in his fancy I went with him;
he knew not but I went with him, my hand in his -- my young soft hand,
not this withered claw. Ah, yes, to go, and know it not; to separate
and know it not; how could one go peace -- fuller than that? It was
his reward for a cruel life patiently borne."
There was a slight noise from the direction of the dim corner where
the ladder was. It was the king descending. I could see that he was
bearing something in one arm, and assisting himself with the other.
He came forward into the light; upon his breast lay a slender girl
of fifteen. She was but half conscious; she was dying of smallpox.
Here was heroism at its last and loftiest possibility, its utmost
summit; this was challenging death in the open field unarmed, with
all the odds against the challenger, no reward set upon the contest,
and no admiring world in silks and cloth of gold to gaze and applaud;
and yet the king's bearing was as serenely brave as it had always
been in those cheaper contests where knight meets knight in equal
fight and clothed in protecting steel. He was great now; sublimely
great. The rude statues of his ancestors in his palace should have
an addition -- I would see to that; and it would not be a mailed king
killing a giant or a dragon, like the rest, it would be a king in
commoner's garb bearing death in his arms that a peasant mother might
look her last upon her child and be comforted.
He laid the girl down by her mother, who poured out endearments
and caresses from an overflowing heart, and one could detect a flickering
faint light of response in the child's eyes, but that was all. The
mother hung over her, kissing her, petting her, and imploring her
to speak, but the lips only moved and no sound came. I snatched my
liquor flask from my knapsack, but the woman forbade me, and said:
"No -- she does not suffer; it is better so. It might bring
her back to life. None that be so good and kind as ye are would do
her that cruel hurt. For look you -- what is left to live for? Her
brothers are gone, her father is gone, her mother goeth, the Church's
curse is upon her, and none may shelter or befriend her even though
she lay perishing in the road. She is desolate.
I have not asked you, good heart, if her sister be still on live,
here overhead; I had no need; ye had gone back, else, and not left
the poor thing forsaken -- "
"She lieth at peace," interrupted the king, in a subdued
voice.
"I would not change it. How rich is this day in happiness!
Ah, my Annis, thou shalt join thy sister soon -- thou'rt on thy way,
and these be merciful friends that will not hinder."
And so she fell to murmuring and cooing over the girl again, and
softly stroking her face and hair, and kissing her and calling her
by endearing names; but there was scarcely sign of response now in
the glazing eyes. I saw tears well from the king's eyes, and trickle
down his face. The woman noticed them, too, and said:
"Ah, I know that sign: thou'st a wife at home, poor soul, and
you and she have gone hungry to bed, many's the time, that the little
ones might have your crust; you know what poverty is, and the daily
insults of your betters, and the heavy hand of the Church and the
king."
The king winced under this accidental home-shot, but kept still;
he was learning his part; and he was playing it well, too, for a pretty
dull beginner. I struck up a diversion. I offered the woman food and
liquor, but she refused both. She would allow nothing to come between
her and the release of death. Then I slipped away and brought the
dead child from aloft, and laid it by her. This broke her down again,
and there was another scene that was full of heartbreak. By and by
I made another diversion, and beguiled her to sketch her story.
"Ye know it well yourselves, having suffered it -- for truly
none of our condition in Britain escape it. It is the old, weary tale.
We fought and struggled and succeeded; meaning by success, that we
lived and did not die; more than that is not to be claimed. No troubles
came that we could not outlive, till this year brought them; then
came they all at once, as one might say, and overwhelmed us. Years
ago the lord of the manor planted certain fruit trees on our farm;
in the best part of it, too -- a grievous wrong and shame -- "
"But it was his right," interrupted the king.
"None denieth that, indeed; an the law mean anything, what
is the lord's is his, and what is mine is his also. Our farm was ours
by lease, therefore 'twas likewise his, to do with it as he would.
Some little time ago, three of those trees were found hewn down. Our
three grown sons ran frightened to report the crime. Well, in his
lordship's dungeon there they lie, who saith there shall they lie
and rot till they confess. They have naught to confess, being innocent,
wherefore there will they remain until they die. Ye know that right
well, I ween. Think how this left us; a man, a woman and two children,
to gather a crop that was planted by so much greater force, yes, and
protect it night and day from pigeons and prowling animals that be
sacred and must not be hurt by any of our sort. When my lord's crop
was nearly ready for the harvest, so also was ours; when his bell
rang to call us to his fields to harvest his crop for nothing, he
would not allow that I and my two girls should count for our three
captive sons, but for only two of them; so, for the lacking one were
we daily fined. All this time our own crop was perishing through neglect;
and so both the priest and his lordship fined us because their shares
of it were suffering through damage. In the end the fines ate up our
crop -- and they took it all; they took it all and made us harvest
it for them, without pay or food, and we starving. Then the worst
came when I, being out of my mind with hunger and loss of my boys,
and grief to see my husband and my little maids in rags and misery
and despair, uttered a deep blasphemy -- oh! a thousand of them! --
against the Church and the Church's ways. It was ten days ago. I had
fallen sick with this disease, and it was to the priest I said the
words, for he was come to chide me for lack of due humility under
the chastening hand of God. He carried my trespass to his betters;
I was stubborn; wherefore, presently upon my head and upon all heads
that were dear to me, fell the curse of Rome.
"Since that day we are avoided, shunned with horror. None has
come near this hut to know whether we live or not. The rest of us
were taken down. Then I roused me and got up, as wife and mother will.
It was little they could have eaten in any case; it was less than
little they had to eat. But there was water, and I gave them that.
How they craved it! and how they blessed it! But the end came yesterday;
my strength broke down. Yesterday was the last time I ever saw my
husband and this youngest child alive. I have lain here all these
hours -- these ages, ye may say -- listening, listening for any sound
up there that -- "
She gave a sharp quick glance at her eldest daughter, then cried
out, "Oh, my darling!" and feebly gathered the stiffening
form to her sheltering arms. She had recognized the death-rattle.
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